457 mad mad yag'nam # 910

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 21:59:10 -0500

everything is perfectly surreal @ the moment & I feel like i have no priorities. Or maybe I had them but I lost them. I feel like there is no need for me to put in any effort, to strive for anything. @ the end of the day, I’m still here. I’m still fckng human. It’s weird. I don’t really care about anything anymore. & the things I do care about are too irrlvnt & petty to mention. Do you know what I care about? I care about dirt in my nails, the backflap of my bookbag being open while i’m wlkng dwn the strt. Not when i’ll eat again, or sleep again, or whtvr.

i forgot how to care about things. I have no motivation. I’ll get back to you when I can concoct a theory as to why I lack motivation. Or when I care to.

"we can dance if we want to, we can leave your friends behind. cos your friends dont dance & if..."

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 11:10:10 -0500

“we can dance if we want to, we can leave your friends behind. cos your friends dont dance & if they dont danc, well they’re no friends of mine”

rudgess fr'sco #9

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:58:00 -0500

I touched your pinga, once
you (changed) clothes on the upper east side of manhattan, in a phone booth last year.
you do the best “cotter answering machine” impersonation

i lover her more than drugs &
she lovers me more than penis
i coud prolly die happerful now

the phone booth thing was cos i had an interview or something at express & i dress like a hobo & i decided i wanted to cambiar mis ropas like right then and there & she hid my junk from passerbys & in return i let her touch it. we’ve been the nonsexual best friends ever since

it kinda makes you ohh & ahh a litttle

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:44:00 -0500

it kinda makes you ohh & ahh a litttle

"i’m alot happerful than people think i am"

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 12:12:00 -0500

“i’m alot happerful than people think i am”

mohat fervankly # 2391

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 22:24:00 -0500

me trying to be a fascist

letSzbanQx3 (8:59:19 PM): i want them to call =[
Faytar me is (8:59:31 PM): yeah i do, too
Faytar me is (8:59:45 PM): so as soon as i signed on i got an IM
Faytar me is (9:00:13 PM): from this kid
letSzbanQx3 (9:00:45 PM): is that suppose to be a link?
letSzbanQx3 (9:01:22 PM): omfg im going nuts.
Faytar me is (9:01:39 PM): yeah it’s a link
letSzbanQx3 (9:01:45 PM): it didnt work
Faytar me is (9:01:46 PM): click dat shit
Faytar me is (9:01:50 PM): oh haha ok
Faytar me is (9:01:54 PM): hold on’
letSzbanQx3 (9:01:56 PM): omg danny just signed on.
Faytar me is (9:02:14 PM): WWW.MYSPACE.COM/17437574
Faytar me is (9:02:22 PM): danny’s friend
letSzbanQx3 (9:02:53 PM): ew why did he im u?
Faytar me is (9:03:06 PM): idk
Faytar me is (9:03:10 PM): he was like
Faytar me is (9:03:20 PM): “who is this??”
Faytar me is (9:03:33 PM): & i was like “random black prson”
Faytar me is (9:03:37 PM): weird
letSzbanQx3 (9:05:47 PM): you should call them.
Faytar me is (9:05:59 PM): i want to.
Faytar me is (9:06:05 PM): but i’m afraaid.
Faytar me is (9:06:06 PM): :/
letSzbanQx3 (9:06:10 PM): dont be.
letSzbanQx3 (9:06:13 PM): askk for joey.
letSzbanQx3 (9:06:15 PM): not tim.
Faytar me is (9:06:32 PM): tim’s prolly gonna pick up, tho
letSzbanQx3 (9:06:38 PM): na he wont.
letSzbanQx3 (9:06:43 PM): its always joey.
Faytar me is (9:07:26 PM): haha! you’re sooo wrong tho
Faytar me is (9:07:34 PM): i’m coming up stairs
letSzbanQx3 (9:07:37 PM): HURRY!
letSzbanQx3 (9:07:43 PM): i want to call thm
Faytar me is (9:08:15 PM): okkkay
letSzbanQx3 (9:08:23 PM): kkkkkkkz
letSzbanQx3 (9:16:37 PM): i swear to god .. i want joey so bad right now ; im like crying .. dannys fucking pissing me off.
Faytar me is (9:17:05 PM): wats danny’s sn?
letSzbanQx3 (9:17:20 PM): lildyoungblood2
letSzbanQx3 (9:18:53 PM): like wow, right now i want joey bad ; & idk i just know he dont like me man. he aint guna call.
Faytar me is (9:19:35 PM): if he’s not home, then he prolly won’t call. i think we took too long to call them
letSzbanQx3 (9:20:08 PM): he was suppose to call me
Faytar me is (9:20:18 PM): you should start getting ready so in case he calls you back you’ll be ready
Faytar me is (9:20:35 PM): yeah, i know he was supposed to call, but he’s a guy
Faytar me is (9:20:39 PM): a guy
letSzbanQx3 (9:21:17 PM): i hate liking guys. like, wow it sux.
Faytar me is (9:22:06 PM): yeah it does babe
Faytar me is (9:22:13 PM): i’m sorry
letSzbanQx3 (9:23:17 PM): i need to hang with a dude.
letSzbanQx3 (9:23:25 PM): no x that, tim or joey/
Faytar me is (9:24:36 PM): wow i’m like really dissappointed in this kid danny son
letSzbanQx3 (9:24:51 PM): hes buggin on me cause he thinks i made you im him
Faytar me is (9:26:35 PM): haha! he’s such an asshole
Faytar me is (9:26:41 PM): he’s soo fake dude!
Faytar me is (9:26:46 PM): hahaha lmfao!

letSzbanQx3 (9:27:00 PM): bro i really want joey right now. woow im hysterical crying.
Faytar me is (9:28:55 PM): chilllll
Faytar me is (9:29:03 PM): just get freshened up
Faytar me is (9:29:15 PM): & charge your phone & we’ll drive
letSzbanQx3 (9:30:34 PM): hes not guna call.
Faytar me is (9:30:56 PM): don’t let 1 phone call ruin your whole night srsly
letSzbanQx3 (9:31:11 PM): yeh but i know he’ll never call so.
letSzbanQx3 (9:31:23 PM): i know he got mad chicks on his dick so.
Faytar me is (9:32:26 PM): nah, joey? no
Faytar me is (9:32:30 PM): but tim? yes
Faytar me is (9:32:35 PM): trust me
letSzbanQx3 (9:32:41 PM): how you know/
Faytar me is (9:35:39 PM): i knoww trust mee
letSzbanQx3 (9:35:45 PM): idk
letSzbanQx3 (9:36:05 PM): i wish frank was on ; but i forgot .. its the weekend, hes partying.
Faytar me is (9:37:56 PM): you’re good ericka
Faytar me is (9:38:03 PM): it’s mad early
Faytar me is (9:38:18 PM): 9:30 on saturday night
Faytar me is (9:38:24 PM): c’monnn
letSzbanQx3 (9:39:00 PM): dannys fucking ruining everything.
letSzbanQx3 (9:39:10 PM): he put me in such a bad mood.
Faytar me is (9:39:27 PM): i know he’s an idiot, & he’s not ruining my mood.
letSzbanQx3 (9:40:59 PM): wow that was danny that just called my house.
Faytar me is (9:41:24 PM): i knew it.
letSzbanQx3 (9:41:32 PM): mhm.
letSzbanQx3 (9:45:16 PM): ughh.
Faytar me is (9:45:35 PM): erickkaaa c’monn
Faytar me is (9:45:42 PM): get dressed
Faytar me is (9:45:54 PM): i’m driving
letSzbanQx3 (9:46:00 PM): pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft
Faytar me is (9:46:06 PM): haha
letSzbanQx3 (9:46:14 PM): where we going
Faytar me is (9:46:49 PM): idk
Faytar me is (9:47:13 PM): well first i’m using the 5.60 on my debit card & getting ciggies
letSzbanQx3 (9:47:19 PM): lolol
Faytar me is (9:47:26 PM): & you’re gonna get yourseflf a pack, too
Faytar me is (9:47:32 PM): (your money ofcourse)
Faytar me is (9:47:37 PM): and theeeeeennnnnnn
Faytar me is (9:47:57 PM): we’re gonna get a 10 bag of john john (just for now)
Faytar me is (9:48:16 PM): & call your “boy” within the next half hour
Faytar me is (9:48:39 PM): & then we’re gonna egg danny’s house because we don’t like him
Faytar me is (9:48:51 PM): B.Y.O.E
letSzbanQx3 (9:48:57 PM): they wont be home.
Faytar me is (9:51:14 PM): BITCHHHHHH!!!!
letSzbanQx3 (9:51:22 PM): ??
Faytar me is (9:51:39 PM): c’maaaaaaaaaaawwwn
letSzbanQx3 (9:53:12 PM): im guna change & shet betch.
Faytar me is (9:53:40 PM): YOU BETTERRRRRR
Faytar me is (9:53:49 PM): shakes ass points finger
letSzbanQx3 (9:53:54 PM): lmao.
letSzbanQx3 (9:54:05 PM): im just praying he calls.
letSzbanQx3 (9:54:10 PM): like PRAYiNG.
letSzbanQx3 (9:54:14 PM): but its not happening.
Faytar me is (9:54:28 PM): have some faith
Faytar me is (9:54:37 PM): jesus mary and joesphh
letSzbanQx3 (9:54:41 PM): lol
letSzbanQx3 (9:58:13 PM): omfg now i wanna blaze with frankie.
letSzbanQx3 (9:58:18 PM): to cheer me up/
letSzbanQx3 (9:58:23 PM): he puts me in a happy mood.
Faytar me is (9:58:35 PM): see?
Faytar me is (9:58:40 PM): there you go!
letSzbanQx3 (9:58:54 PM): lol but how to get intouch with him? no idea.
letSzbanQx3 (9:59:05 PM): unless he with john
Faytar me is (9:59:16 PM): he might be
Faytar me is (9:59:39 PM): it’s a hit or miss
Faytar me is (10:00:05 PM): did you even save johns numberr??
letSzbanQx3 (10:00:10 PM): duh lol
letSzbanQx3 (10:00:15 PM): danny called the house, again.
Faytar me is (10:00:51 PM): i know
Faytar me is (10:00:55 PM): i saw the number
Faytar me is (10:01:03 PM): i was soo tempted to answer dude
Faytar me is (10:01:12 PM): ugh like you have noo ideaa
letSzbanQx3 (10:01:35 PM): dont even bother, hes a waste of life.
letSzbanQx3 (10:01:53 PM): i wish i saw — “Timmy*Joey” come up.
Faytar me is (10:02:52 PM): ha! i knoww
letSzbanQx3 (10:03:02 PM): id shit right now.
letSzbanQx3 (10:03:26 PM): where are you stayng tonite? i meant to ask.
Faytar me is (10:05:14 PM): idk, i’ll just grab my jacket & bookbag & figure out something na mean?

letSzbanQx3 (10:05:27 PM): yeah i hear ya, i just feel so bad.
Faytar me is (10:05:49 PM): you’re good.
letSzbanQx3 (10:06:23 PM): guess whos back.
Faytar me is (10:06:37 PM): danny?
letSzbanQx3 (10:06:44 PM): mhm
letSzbanQx3 (10:07:10 PM): k ima get ready.
Faytar me is (10:07:18 PM): trillz
letSzbanQx3 is away at 10:07:20 PM.

"you can pay for school, but you can’t buy class"

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 22:22:28 -0500

“you can pay for school, but you can’t buy class”

mad mad yag'nam # 219

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 22:19:56 -0500

me trying to be a pacifist.

Faytar me is (9:17:51 PM): bro what’s your problem??
Faytar me is (9:18:49 PM): hellooo??
lildyoungblood2 signed off at 9:19:52 PM.
lildyoungblood2 signed on at 9:20:05 PM.
lildyoungblood2 (9:20:26 PM): who is this
Faytar me is (9:21:15 PM): ericka’s friend
lildyoungblood2 (9:21:34 PM): okay and what do u want
Faytar me is (9:21:36 PM): you let me down bro
Faytar me is (9:21:42 PM): you reeeally let me down
lildyoungblood2 (9:21:43 PM): who is you
lildyoungblood2 (9:21:56 PM): who is this
lildyoungblood2 (9:22:27 PM): hello bitch who are u
Faytar me is (9:22:37 PM): haha! wowww danny
Faytar me is (9:22:51 PM): i’m not even gonna give you the satisfaction
lildyoungblood2 (9:22:52 PM): um who is this
Faytar me is (9:23:03 PM): you should already know
lildyoungblood2 (9:23:32 PM): erickas mom
lildyoungblood2 (9:23:35 PM): is it erickas mom
Faytar me is (9:23:54 PM): no
lildyoungblood2 (9:24:06 PM): manny
Faytar me is (9:24:10 PM): yes.
lildyoungblood2 (9:24:18 PM): okay what do u want bro
Faytar me is (9:24:57 PM): i don’t want anything.
lildyoungblood2 (9:25:09 PM): okay dont hit me up
Faytar me is (9:25:20 PM): stop bothering my friends
Faytar me is (9:25:31 PM): i gave you the benefit of the doubt
lildyoungblood2 (9:25:52 PM): okay well fall back or ima fuck you up how about that manny
Faytar me is (9:26:04 PM): woww
Faytar me is (9:26:10 PM): so dissappointed
lildyoungblood2 (9:26:23 PM): so gay shut up bitch
lildyoungblood2 (9:27:11 PM): thats right dont talk back
Faytar me is (9:27:19 PM): why are you so angry?
Faytar me is (9:27:25 PM): did i do something
Faytar me is (9:27:32 PM): or say something to you??
lildyoungblood2 (9:27:40 PM): dont hit me up and get into my shit with ericka
Faytar me is (9:28:27 PM): that’s like me telling you not to get into my friendship with ericka
Faytar me is (9:28:33 PM): how do you sound bro?
Faytar me is (9:28:40 PM): do you even love her?
lildyoungblood2 (9:28:58 PM): well i know she is right there and her mom and her brother maybe and its all a show to them and shit so check this tell that fucking pill popping bitch that guy she is with in the pictures is dead cuz my nigga ja ja from seaside knows him he done a
lildyoungblood2 (9:29:25 PM): and yea i fucking love her with all my heart but what she told me and what she said its on now
Faytar me is (9:29:39 PM): you’re wrong
lildyoungblood2 (9:29:43 PM): y
lildyoungblood2 (9:30:07 PM): u know i have a brain tumer right
Faytar me is (9:30:20 PM): no
lildyoungblood2 (9:31:00 PM): well i do and i got a call from my doctor it grew and i only have about till Feb. left cuz im dieing now manny okay and she doesnt even care
lildyoungblood2 (9:31:14 PM): ima be dead in like 3 month okay are u guys happy now
Faytar me is (9:31:39 PM): why would i be happy that you’re dying in 3 months?
Faytar me is (9:31:48 PM): listen to yourself
lildyoungblood2 (9:31:51 PM): well she is she doesnt care
lildyoungblood2 (9:32:17 PM): she wont come see me call me nothing like she thinks im joking when im not
lildyoungblood2 (9:33:02 PM): im losing my life in 3 month and she cant even come see me nothing
Faytar me is (9:33:27 PM): you guys are broken up, bro
lildyoungblood2 (9:33:32 PM): okay and
Faytar me is (9:33:40 PM): all you can have right about now is her friendship
Faytar me is (9:33:47 PM): but you don’t want that
Faytar me is (9:34:01 PM): you want more than that
Faytar me is (9:34:14 PM): how do you even sound?
lildyoungblood2 (9:34:14 PM): okay well if she cares about me and wants to be my friend tell her to IM me right now
Faytar me is (9:34:39 PM): danny listen to yourself
lildyoungblood2 (9:34:44 PM): yo dog
Faytar me is (9:34:54 PM): she’s not gonna talk to you right now because you upset her
Faytar me is (9:35:09 PM): your questioning her personal life
Faytar me is (9:35:21 PM): and you’re giving her orders bro
Faytar me is (9:35:27 PM): that’s not love
lildyoungblood2 (9:35:54 PM): well no tell her 2 pick up her phone now
Faytar me is (9:36:31 PM): i’m not her pops danny. she’s a grown woman
lildyoungblood2 (9:36:52 PM): well im calling her right now
Faytar me is (9:36:55 PM): all you’re doing is making her resent you
lildyoungblood2 signed off at 9:37:10 PM.
Faytar me is (9:38:30 PM): danny obviously i’m taking the time to sit here and talk to you cos i care about you. i don’t even use my aim, bro

Previous message was not received by lildyoungblood2 because of error (9:38:30 PM): User lildyoungblood2 is not available.

lildyoungblood2 signed on at 10:06:03 PM.
lildyoungblood2 (10:07:55 PM): manny tell her to please stop
Faytar me is (10:08:16 PM): stop what danny?
lildyoungblood2 (10:08:43 PM): being like this and not answering my voice mails
Faytar me is (10:09:42 PM): you’re annoying her, bro. you can’t force her to do something she doesn’t wanna do. is there something important you need to tell her?
lildyoungblood2 (10:09:56 PM): yes
Faytar me is (10:10:22 PM): would you like me to relate the message??
lildyoungblood2 (10:10:34 PM): no i want to tell her
Faytar me is (10:11:12 PM): well idk what to tell you danny because you already know that she doesn’t want to talk to you.
lildyoungblood2 (10:12:38 PM): manny is she next 2 you
Faytar me is (10:12:48 PM): no
lildyoungblood2 (10:13:00 PM): can u please tell her to IM me
lildyoungblood2 (10:13:03 PM): no fighting
Faytar me is (10:13:14 PM): she know’s your online
Faytar me is (10:13:26 PM): she doesn’t wanna talk
lildyoungblood2 (10:13:27 PM): okay tell her 2 IM me please
lildyoungblood2 (10:13:34 PM): please manny please
Faytar me is (10:13:43 PM): you upset her bro
lildyoungblood2 (10:13:55 PM): no please manny please
lildyoungblood2 (10:14:38 PM): manny please
Faytar me is (10:15:09 PM): i’ll ask her to IM you. if she doesn’t wanna do it, then idk
lildyoungblood2 (10:15:22 PM): ask her please
lildyoungblood2 (10:15:32 PM): ima call her
lildyoungblood2 signed off at 10:15:36 PM.

hopefully they’ll follow suit. as they always have

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 18:18:00 -0500

hopefully they’ll follow suit. as they always have

good riddens.

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 18:15:36 -0500

good riddens.

boff x'buar #791

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 18:10:06 -0500

gordo (adam lamberg) formally of the ‘lizzy maguire’ fame. you could ~~probably~~ officially definitely, ~~possibly~~ get it.

nar eputistic # 1161

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 17:44:18 -0500

last night/this morning was completely uncalled for. I crossed boundaries. Almost had to fight a good crony, & i lost a pack of newports that had atleast 16 cigs in it. I am not okay with this. Me & Hiney are closer than we’ve ever been. I just wish I didn’t always try to rape her ~~when i’m on dope~~. I promised her i wouldn’t rape her tho. She believes me. & I believe me. I think tonight we’re just gonnna chill out, have some wine…no drugs, just some barely aged wine & her jacuzzi.

"there needs to be a new movie about slaves atleast every 6 years."

Fri, 28 Nov 2008 22:09:58 -0500

“there needs to be a new movie about slaves atleast every 6 years.”

still waiting for your comeback

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 19:59:38 -0500

still waiting for your comeback

edatrix: fussballmeister: YEAH!!!!

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 09:57:04 -0500

edatrix:

fussballmeister:

YEAH!!!!

"a piece of the american pie? pffrt! i’m still just trying to get a whiff"

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 15:49:00 -0500

“a piece of the american pie? pffrt! i’m still just trying to get a whiff”

i wish i knew how to make this my header

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 14:41:29 -0500

i wish i knew how to make this my header

i’m a pc. i am towards global domination

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 13:13:00 -0500

i’m a pc. i am towards global domination

mad mad yag'nam # 72

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 14:47:21 -0400

I bet you 10 dollars that this weekend will inevitably blow. & i bet another 5 bucks on top of that it’ll somehow manifest itself from a horrific weekend & into an even more intolerable week. I bet you. Get 15 dollars ready. i’m starting my costume this tonight, & then i’m probably sleeping in until 3-4 pm on saturday. But none of that info is even neccessary, just follow me here. chao.

"you’ve killed them, & you don’t know why? keep it down, it’s no big news, you..."

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 10:25:00 -0400

“you’ve killed them, & you don’t know why? keep it down, it’s no big news, you know?”